These days, time has to be divided between the two boys. There are days where baby J has to be left on his own, when I have to attend to Junior J. There are times when I get impatient with Junior J, since I no longer can sit down with him while he takes ages to eat. After all, there's another little one that needs to be fed or changed! Sometimes, I feel guilty, when I think of how much time I could spend with Junior J on home-learning, if we just only had him. Or how little individual attention baby J gets from both the hubby and I.
But then, there are days, where I see the boys growing up together. Like the other day, when baby J was playing with a stainless steel cup. Junior J and I ran up and down, picking up and tossing Duplo bricks into the cup for baby to shake about. The big brother rolled the cup and baby J crawled after it. It was good, noisy fun.
So its like how one mum puts it. Your time is divided, but your love is multiplied. And I think it has, manifold.
What are you thankful for?
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